she's all that, and she's definitely...ALL MINE

22nd dec 2008, i asked her to be with me, and she said yessssssssssssssssss..... fuck fuck fuck fuck.

ahem... anyway, so we're together now, bout 4 months and six days? something like that, and i've already screwed it up a couple of times... she kind senses that im n insecure guy, but hey, honestly, if u meet her, u'd be on my side, she's ALL THAT, considerate, caring, sweeet, funny, honest, all that any guy could only dream of having, big brown eyes that see into ur soul, long brown hair, gorgeous...owh, n she has dimples!! i think i mentioned that already.. but she's got two of em, so i guess its fitting.i really love her, more and more, each day, and i trust her and i wanna be with her all my life. now along the way, i kinda told her that i am an insecure guy, and she understood, but i can tell, its really buggin her. like she feels she can be completely comfortable with me, but she feels that im acting like, basically some stand in till mr right comes long.Well i did some thinking, and i deduced that i am mr right, and she's mrs right/mrs wrong if we're talking opposites attract k? anyway, i've put all the insecurities behind me, and i want her to know...that from now on, im gonna be the shit...fuck i beat all those numbnuts at the wedding? she chose me? why should i be wondering if she made the right choice? i should just take what i get... my little blessing from the G man up above..btw, thanks mate, u hooked me up...i love you V, ur my jai ho, and i realise that nothings gonna separate us..i'm sorry for hurting u.